"scared" lyrics

Will I ever stay?
Will I ever decide?
Will I ever come back 'round?
Wait for what I say
Still I never reply
Try to love, I don't know how
I've been staying out the daylight
Staring at my phone
Didn't wanna waste time
Now I'm all alone
Shoulda let you stay the night
Woulda never made you cry
Could I be the one you run to?

I'm just:
Scared of love
Scared of long-term
Scared to trust
Scared of long-term
Scared of heartbreak
Scared of pain
Scared to stay
'Cause I'm scared you'll go away

I just hit a milestone
Made it through the drive home
Haven't even texted my ex, yeah
Tell me where'd the time go
Held me on a tightrope
When I do my best, I get last
This night
Every time I open up, starta finally show you love
Then I'm gonna show you the door, yeah
Maybe we're not old enough
Heart been frozen, cold to touch
I like all your holding me more

So let's just stay here, you and I
Let me know its true tonight
Honest, can you feel?
Promise this is real

I'm just:
Scared of love
Scared of long-term
Scared to trust
Scared of long-term
Scared of heartbreak
Scared of pain
Scared to stay
Cause I'm scared you'll go away

Girl, can we have a discussion?
You turn nothing to something
I was scared to fall in love, 'cause I been making assumptions
But girl, you proved 'em wrong
Don't gotta choose a song
Cause when you're with me I just listen, never sing along
Can't get distracted in traffic
If your drug, I'm the addict
Thought I was done
I'm relapsing
What's going on now?
I never thought this would happen
Thought I was done with attraction
It's like the pull of a magnet, the way you call out

So let's just stay here, you and I
Let me know its true tonight
Honest, can you feel?
Promise this is real

I'm just:
Scared of love
Scared of long-term
Scared to trust
Scared of long-term
Scared of heartbreak
Scared of pain
Scared to stay
Cause I'm scared you'll go away