"Head High" lyrics

Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself I don't know why
Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself but I won't cry

I feel everything but feel nothing
I've seen the world but I can't adorn it
The sky's pretty but the rains coming
Cloud on my head I've been weathering storms I
Blame myself
Shouldn't blame myself
I don't hate myself
I just ain't myself right now
I'm somewhere in the back of the crowd

Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself I don't know why
Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself but I won't cry

I got the Holy Spirit in my body but the wrong kind
Looking for the light through this cigarette smoke
Another weekend, playing house in a home I don't wanna be in
I wish

Wish I wanted it like I used to
But how can I wish for the sun when I'm so used to the rain
And she won't show her face

Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself I don't know why
Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself but I won't cry

Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself I don't know why
Tryna keep my head my head my head my head high
But the drugs won't work and I can't be myself but I won't cry