"Laugh" lyrics

Laugh
As my life divides in half
And I'll try to sleep in privacy at last
Run with a needle or a gun
And I'm all alone and comfortably numb

Well I'm tryin too
Pick myself up from the pieces
And find another reason to pull through
But my head is underwater
I don't think that I should bother without you

You stay, but I'll know you'll slip away
In all honesty you probably need space
Sleep, only keeps you in my dreams
And it's killing the ability to be, be
When nothing hurts anymore
Is somehow worse than before
And everything has crumbled to the floor
Floor

I'm trying to
Pick myself up from the pieces
And find another reason to pull through
But my head is underwater
I don't think that I should bother without you