"forever" lyrics

Roots from undecided consciousness
Separate love I used to have
Old melodies come back to me
The things I wish I never had

I miss my mother and my sister
My father called me yesterday
He said "I wanna hear the new stuff"
"I wanna hear what you will say"
I'm used to your confident omission
Treasure the words I choose to say
And nothing beats my thought on last week
A sentiment I'll keep away
A sentiment I'll keep at bay
A sentiment I'll keep away
A sentiment I'll keep at bay
A sentiment I'll keep away

All the confusing animosity
You put me out and shove me down
I'll meet you and you'll take it personally
I don't have comfort left to take

I get scars, I understand them
Carefully listen to me too
I won't do this if you do this
Blue skies transformed to rain