"One Way Train" lyrics

I said Lord if You hear me I beg You to kill me
'Cause I don't wanna feel like this no more
These memories I can't erase myself
I'm taking straight shots trying to chase myself
Oh I hate myself I can't face myself
I gotta throw away this hope to save myself
I'm praying to the sky but the sky don't speak
I've been through hell the past four weeks

We broke up I sold my truck
I parked my heart on a one way train
They don't make a pill to kill my pain
Every red light screams your name
You pinky swore we were meant to be
You found happiness at the expense of me
I used to be the man inside our home
Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Why don't you hear me
So why don't you hear me

What do I do when the prayers don't work when my heart still hurts
When his words keep shooting me down
I double up the milligrams trying not to give a damn
I can't afford to lose another pound
She turned my heart into a rolling stone
Am I crazy to keep holding on
She thinks everything about me's wrong
I told her leave me alone

We broke up I sold my truck
I parked my heart on a one way train
They don't make a pill to kill my pain
Every red light screams your name
You pinky swore we were meant to be
You found happiness at the expense of me
I used to be the man inside our home
Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Never thought I would lose you
You left me with screws loose
'Cause Johnny sent a message
He don't text like he used to
Am I just not good enough
Is it a new dude
Do you still love me like I love you

Since we broke up I sold my truck
I parked my heart on a one way train
They don't make a pill to kill my pain
Every red light screams your name
You pinky swore we were meant to be
You found happiness at the expense of me
I used to be the man inside our home
Now every bit of faith inside me is gone

Why don't you hear me
Say why don't you hear me