"Unsturdy" lyrics

All of my life I've been misunderstood
My past just ain't pretty, now I'm damaged goods
I'm haunted by things I shouldn't have seen
Scars on my body by the age of sixteen
Hurting on the inside
Smiling on the out
All the tears that I've cried
Surprised I ain't drown
You think you know me but you don't know one thing about, how

I've been done dirty and I've been done wrong
Why do I feel unworthy like I don't belong
I feel so unsturdy
Now I feel so unsturdy
Tell me they love me, but hurt me now I'm on my own
All this bullshit ain't worth it, just leave me alone
I feel so unsturdy
Now I feel so unsturdy

Back and forth
Tug of war
What was it, it all for
Now you're knocking at my door
All your shit, is on the floor
Pack it up, in your truck
It's 5 o clock and I'm drunk
You say that I don't give a fuck
And I won't, cause I don't
Child hood trauma
I felt like the problem
A bargaining chip
Between daddy and momma
You think you know me but you don't know one thing about, how

I've been done dirty and I've been done wrong
Why do I feel unworthy like I don't belong
I feel so unsturdy
Now I feel so unsturdy
Tell me they love me but hurt me now I'm on my own
All this bullshit ain't worth it, just leave me alone
I feel so unsturdy
Now I feel so unsturdy

I've been done dirty and I've been done wrong
Why do I feel unworthy like I don't belong
I feel so unsturdy