"Five Years" lyrics

Walking 'round our city for hours
And I know it should feel sweet, but it's sour, mm
It's bitter on my lips when I'm lonely
If you could taste my kiss, would you hold me?
Standing in the waves, I get cold feet
And I feel the water flow to your city maybe
We grew apart, but still feel you on me
Wish I meant it when I said, "Hope you're happy"

Think I made a mistake when I searched your name
Watched your life in the pictures it's all changed
Scars have healed, but I've never been the same
Not the same

Five years
Been almost five years
If time is a healer, then where is my freedom?
Looks like you moved in and moved on
It's been five years
How's it been five years?
I wish I could hate you
I promise I tried to
Wished that you had hurt me, so I can love again

Know I said it's for the best that I delete your number
Wrote a text, didn't send, and now I sit and wonder
Out of sight, still in mind
Don't you know I didn't mean it when I said I was happy?

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, woah-ooh

Five years
Been almost five years (Years)
If time is a healer, then where is my freedom?
Looks like you've moved in and moved on about it
(It hurts) It hurts, but I've tried and I tried and I try
(I tried) I've been stuck, but I mind
I still mind, oh, I mind
I wish I could hate you
I promise I've tried to (Promise I've tried to)
Wished that you had hurt me, so I can love again