"The Heaviest Weight" lyrics

SayWeCanFly, Drawn To The Sky & Lil Used Lyrics

"The Heaviest Weight"

And time will tell
If I can make it out alive
I'm not myself
It's keeping me awake at night
And it's comatose
The light behind my eyes is black
Can't die alone
But all I do is wait for that

Compare myself to everybody
Until I hate my fucking body
I know: nothing that I do is healthy
But I can't change. Somebody, help me

Because it tears me apart, until there's nothing left
And the heaviest weight is always in my chest
So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this
I'm thinking all of these thoughts that I don't want to have
It's just a matter of time 'til I can't take it back
So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this
But I don't want that

I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that

I don't want that
I don't want that

I'm 'a give it all the time that it takes me
Well, my patience is down
But I'll wait this out
There's nothing left but all the pain that I've been facing
There's nothing left in my head
Don't mess with my head

Build you up, and all you do is try to break me
Feeling like I've been alone so long
Everything you do I know you do it to erase me
Everything you do I know you do it to erase
My heart is gone, and everyone I love dies
Compare myself to everybody
Beyond, I look into your pale eyes
Not over you. I tried
Until I hate my fucking body
You're torturing me
I know nothing that I do is healthy
But I can't change. Somebody, help me
Help me
Help me

Because it tears me apart, until there's nothing left
And the heaviest weight is always in my chest
So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this
You tear me apart in such a pretty way
Wish I could say all the things you know I want to say
So, I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this
But I don't want that

I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that

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And I keep telling myself that it's OK to feel like this
But I don't want that

I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that

I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that
I don't want that

But I don't want that


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