"The Lighthouse" lyrics

I've been busy
Trying to make another broken piece fit
Isolating heavy
You're the only one I miss
Feeling so sad about it
But I know there's nothing
I can ever do about it, oh no
Gave you space
Now there's rust on the gold
Shiny diamonds on the spade
And you've been digging me a hole
Living in my head about it
But I know there's nothing I could ever do

I couldn't fix my head with medication
Better kill me with your conversation
I can't do it, I can't do it
I know you're pissed and I understand it
I'm a misfit love and I singlehandedly hurt you
Let me hurt you, I said

Well dear, I'm not gonna' make it
(Dear, I'm not gonna' make it)
Cause death he comes for us all
(There's no escaping)
You'll see my
My silhouette on the lighthouse
(My silhouette on the lighthouse)
Next to my blood on the wall
(Next to my blood on the wall)

Broken hearted
And I left you stranded there
Past few months
I've been trying to find myself
I'm addicted to our romance
Don't deserve another chance
I'm so fucking lost without you
Prisoner through the pain
Gambled and pushed you away
Cemetery is calling my name
Forever jaded can't change

Well dear, I'm not gonna' make it
(Dear, I'm not gonna' make it)
Cause death he comes for us all
(There's no escaping)
You'll see my
My silhouette on the lighthouse
(My silhouette on the lighthouse)
Next to my blood on the wall
(Next to my blood on the wall)
I'm feeling ever so vacant
(I'm feeling ever so vacant)
Cause there's no breaking the fall
(There's no escaping the fall)
Our silhouettes on the lighthouse
(Our silhouettes on the lighthouse)
But you don't care at all
(But you don't care at all)
Our silhouettes on the lighthouse
(Our silhouettes on the lighthouse)
But you don't care at all
(But you don't care at all)

Dear, I'm not gonna' make it
But you don't care at al