"Inside Out" lyrics

If I was inside out
If I was inside out

I feel like my skin is a costume, my face is a mask
Make my voice sound sweet like it used to
I'm upset but I hide 'cause I know you wouldn't like it
And of course you wouldn't, why would you?
Curl the curves of my lips in a smile
No pain shows under my eyebrows
Won't be passive aggressive or spiteful
I crack a joke, let 'em know I'm delightful

Why be me when I can fake being
Who you want me to be?
A fresh paint job on a broke down car
With the insides crumbling

If I was inside out you'd see my smile
Turning upside down, I'm so sick of trying
To make you believe it's okay when it's not
If I was inside out I'd let down everyone

Can't say no so I'm gone
Even though my head feels like it's gonna blow up
And I'm gonna pass out then I'm gonna throw up
So I take a couple shots and then I go numb
I don't wanna be here, stay for a while
Can't leave too soon, looks rude, be mindful
I leave the party like I'm Irish
Say goodbye bitch in silence

If I was inside out you'd see my smile
Turning upside down, I'm so sick of trying
To make you believe it's okay when it's not
If I was inside out I'd let down everyone

Why be me when I can fake being
Who you want me to be?
A fresh paint job on a broke down car
With the insides crumbling
Got a brand new house, you can move in now
But inside you [?]
Say you can make 'em believe
You're okay when you're not

If I was inside out you'd see my smile
Turning upside down, I'm so sick of trying
To make you believe it's okay when it's not
If I was inside out I'd spoil all of the fun

I feel like my skin is a costume, my face is a mess
Make my voice sound sweet like it used to
I'm upset but I hide 'cause I know you wouldn't like it
And of course you wouldn't, why would you?
Won't be passive aggressive or spiteful
I crack a joke, let 'em know I'm delightful
If I was inside out I'd let down everyone