"Speak My Mind" lyrics
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(Mmm you got it Ace)
(Andre run it up)
I've been thinking 'bout suicide
Depression came back again
It's sometimes can't think that shit really fuck wit my mind
Bronem asked me "Am I straight?" Even though I ain't, I still say yeah all the time
Killing myself might be the best thing for to do 'cause I keep having dreams of me dyin
Everybody say I'm the bad guy
Abusing these drugs is what's getting me by
I was 15 when we first lost Tiy
You ain't suppose to question God but I had to ask why
Just to get through the day gotta get real high
A bond wit killers, we riskin our lives
Clutching my iron when a nigga walk by
Let a nigga mean mug then his ass 'gon die (Oooooooo)
Off too many Xans lost control of the ride
Doing the dash and crashed, saw glass everywhere, car flipped kinda wish I died
You can the pain in my face when you looking at me but these folks nowadays be blind
Boog used to save me all the time, shit broke my heart I ain't save him last time
Doing the dash in a Redeye
Eyes bloodshot red up all night cryin
Heart hurtin bad from the pills I'm buyin
Fuck my life and I don't mind dyin
And when I'm gone they 'gon miss my kind
Really at war so you know we still slidin
Back of the back, the seats recline
And when it's time to go, I'm gone don't mind (Oooooooo)
They want me to die and I know it
I signed a deal and can count on one hand who was actually happy for me and they showed it
I'm writing suicide notes and reading the quotes, yesterday tried to see where the rope at
I ain't ashamed of my thoughts, sometimes I get lost I'm a gangsta but still I admit that (Oooooooo)
No more of the need to pretend
I thought you wanted me around, to hold me down but you rather be out with your friends
I was the one kept it real with you from the start and [?]
But before I come vent to you about my problems, inside I hold it in (Uh)
Fuck that Drac, bounce out wit Mac-10
Run a nigga down, leave a fuck nigga face on the ground now I bet he can't talk shit again
I ain't been thinking 'bout rap, I just might quit, most times I just wanna spin
Know I'm going to hell or going to jail if I say all the shit that I did
These niggas know who I'm is
Pull up with Celly, jump out with Jizz
I love Glocks got aim wit Sigs
Put a B on my gun, split a fuck nigga wig
[?] killers East, free Five out the pen
And when they free Drench, back drenching again
Might kill myself and I hope they understand, they forget you human when they see you a man (Man)
Tryna put a bag up for my kids
Grandma died, all night I cried, that's really the reason I'm hurting again
When she got buried, can't lie I weren't ready, I ain't see the type coffin she in
Just thinkin 'bout Jizz and how he been 'cause he lost her while stuck inside the pen
Say free Jizzle nigga
You know I miss you big brother
You know
Right now I'm loaded
I've just been feeling like you left me all out here by myself my nigga
Still waiting on you though
I'm holding up longer than a bridge brother
On everything, on Tink nigga
You know
(Mmm you got it Ace)
(Andre run it up)
I've been thinking 'bout suicide
Depression came back again
It's sometimes can't think that shit really fuck wit my mind
Bronem asked me "Am I straight?" Even though I ain't, I still say yeah all the time
Killing myself might be the best thing for to do 'cause I keep having dreams of me dyin
Everybody say I'm the bad guy
Abusing these drugs is what's getting me by
I was 15 when we first lost Tiy
You ain't suppose to question God but I had to ask why
Just to get through the day gotta get real high
A bond wit killers, we riskin our lives
Clutching my iron when a nigga walk by
Let a nigga mean mug then his ass 'gon die (Oooooooo)
Off too many Xans lost control of the ride
Doing the dash and crashed, saw glass everywhere, car flipped kinda wish I died
You can the pain in my face when you looking at me but these folks nowadays be blind
Boog used to save me all the time, shit broke my heart I ain't save him last time
Doing the dash in a Redeye
Eyes bloodshot red up all night cryin
Heart hurtin bad from the pills I'm buyin
Fuck my life and I don't mind dyin
And when I'm gone they 'gon miss my kind
Really at war so you know we still slidin
Back of the back, the seats recline
And when it's time to go, I'm gone don't mind (Oooooooo)
They want me to die and I know it
I signed a deal and can count on one hand who was actually happy for me and they showed it
I'm writing suicide notes and reading the quotes, yesterday tried to see where the rope at
I ain't ashamed of my thoughts, sometimes I get lost I'm a gangsta but still I admit that (Oooooooo)
No more of the need to pretend
I thought you wanted me around, to hold me down but you rather be out with your friends
I was the one kept it real with you from the start and [?]
But before I come vent to you about my problems, inside I hold it in (Uh)
Fuck that Drac, bounce out wit Mac-10
Run a nigga down, leave a fuck nigga face on the ground now I bet he can't talk shit again
I ain't been thinking 'bout rap, I just might quit, most times I just wanna spin
Know I'm going to hell or going to jail if I say all the shit that I did
These niggas know who I'm is
Pull up with Celly, jump out with Jizz
I love Glocks got aim wit Sigs
Put a B on my gun, split a fuck nigga wig
[?] killers East, free Five out the pen
And when they free Drench, back drenching again
Might kill myself and I hope they understand, they forget you human when they see you a man (Man)
Tryna put a bag up for my kids
Grandma died, all night I cried, that's really the reason I'm hurting again
When she got buried, can't lie I weren't ready, I ain't see the type coffin she in
Just thinkin 'bout Jizz and how he been 'cause he lost her while stuck inside the pen
Say free Jizzle nigga
You know I miss you big brother
You know
Right now I'm loaded
I've just been feeling like you left me all out here by myself my nigga
Still waiting on you though
I'm holding up longer than a bridge brother
On everything, on Tink nigga
You know
