"Who Will Miss Me When I'm Dead?" lyrics

I'm scared to tell the truth I hide inside my room
Write these letter I been writing songs and singing songs to you
As I'm contemplating life and on the fact that Imma lose
Everyone I've always loved and everything I've ever knew

But I know that time
Going to pass
Fade away no way it turning to black
The bodies burning got 'em turning to ash
It got me hurting I'm reviewing the past
Watching days when I was young and alone
But knowing now that I could never condone
With so much shame for even thinking to go
Now if I'm dying I can't do alone

What am I leaving behind if tomorrow I'm taken
And don't know the why
Would you believe if the reason we living
Is also the reason we die
And couldn't you see that it's hidden the meaning of life
Is within the disguise
We're trapped in the prison we'll call it perception
The depths of our stressing
On thoughts in our mind

I wanna know if it's real
Is heaven nothing just a part of the deal
Signing on to help us cope and to heal
When people dying and we don't wanna feel
I wanna know if it's real
I wanna know if its a real
I wanna know if I come back again
Till nirvana my karmas concealed