"Stars" lyrics

Can't think about another bottle, yeah
The pills getting hard to swallow
Still numb, still numb
I just pray that I get to see tomorrow
Blowing cigarettes like gun smoke
Anything to keep me off the edge though
One more push and I might jump in
I already did, who am I kidding?
I won't let you out of my mind
Unless you do it first
Why, why do I have to survive
While you're in the dirt?

When I look up into the stars
I still wonder where you are
Was it meant to be everything you put me through?
Maybe I never understood what I meant to you
Oh, you left me so cold
Now I'm living in your footsteps, tripping in your footsteps
Living in your footsteps alone

I'm haunted by the ghost of you
When I lost you, I was so confused
All the same words being overused
The same reason I can't let go of you (Can't let go)
So how could you leave me when I needed you the most?
Free my soul, let me go
Told you that I needed you, why wasn't that enough? (Enough)

When I look up into the stars
I still wonder where you are
Was it meant to be everything you put me through?
Maybe I never understood what I meant to you
Oh, you left me so cold
Now I'm living in your footsteps, tripping in your footsteps
Living in your footsteps alone