"breaking the bones in my hands" lyrics
GX Bluntforce Tactics
Who do I go to when no one understands
If I keep holding on then I'm gonna break all the bones in my hands
Back and fourth I don't know where you stand
Nothing's going according to plan
How the fuck did I fumble the bands
Wake up frozen like I'm in a trance
Never thought I'd become what I am
That's just the way that it goes
Walking the path that I chose
How do I sing with this knot in my throat
How can I ever let anyone close
How can I take care of everyone else
If I can't even fucking take care of myself
I'm tired of saying the same shit
I'm tired of asking for help
It is what it is and it was what it was
Don't think this will ever be enough
Off a couple of drugs now I'm stuck
Take my song now I'm rising above
I fall down then I came back up
Pushing the whip through the red light
Going way to fast you can catch my dust
I cannot give less fucks
I'm a broken machine that's covered in blood and rust
I'm numb and void of trust
Past couple years I've been having such awful luck
It's so hard to adjust
I'm just trying to take care of my brother man it's been so fucking rough
So many days spent in the hospital man I've just had enough
I had enough
It's so hard without your love
I had enough
It's so hard without your love
Had enough
It's so hard without your love
Who do I go to when no one understands
If I keep holding on then I'm gonna break all the bones in my hands
Back and fourth I don't know where you stand
Nothing's going according to plan
How the fuck did I fumble the bands
Wake up frozen like I'm in a trance
Never thought I'd become what I am
That's just the way that it goes
Walking the path that I chose
How do I sing with this knot in my throat
How can I ever let anyone close
How can I take care of everyone else
If I can't even fucking take care of myself
I'm tired of saying the same shit
I'm tired of asking for help
One step forward two steps back
It's hard to relax with this wait on my back
I'm not a victim just stating the facts
I guess sometimes it be like that
Under the pressure can't fold can't crack
Aim for the stands when I'm swinging it back
It's so fucked up things change so fast
I know that nothing good could ever last
I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish you could see what I want you to see
All my life had to live with this fucking disease
I'm so exhausted I can't even sleep
I don't even need to much trying to rid myself of chaos I need peace
I'm not doing this shit for the money and fame
I'm doing this shit for me
Who do I go to when no one understands
If I keep holding on then I'm gonna break all the bones in my hands
Back and fourth I don't know where you stand
Nothing's going according to plan
How the fuck did I fumble the bands
Wake up frozen like I'm in a trance
Never thought I'd become what I am
That's just the way that it goes
Walking the path that I chose
How do I sing with this knot in my throat
How can I ever let anyone close
How can I take care of everyone else
If I can't even fucking take care of myself
I'm tired of saying the same shit
I'm tired of asking for help
It is what it is and it was what it was
Don't think this will ever be enough
Off a couple of drugs now I'm stuck
Take my song now I'm rising above
I fall down then I came back up
Pushing the whip through the red light
Going way to fast you can catch my dust
I cannot give less fucks
I'm a broken machine that's covered in blood and rust
I'm numb and void of trust
Past couple years I've been having such awful luck
It's so hard to adjust
I'm just trying to take care of my brother man it's been so fucking rough
So many days spent in the hospital man I've just had enough
I had enough
It's so hard without your love
I had enough
It's so hard without your love
Had enough
It's so hard without your love
Who do I go to when no one understands
If I keep holding on then I'm gonna break all the bones in my hands
Back and fourth I don't know where you stand
Nothing's going according to plan
How the fuck did I fumble the bands
Wake up frozen like I'm in a trance
Never thought I'd become what I am
That's just the way that it goes
Walking the path that I chose
How do I sing with this knot in my throat
How can I ever let anyone close
How can I take care of everyone else
If I can't even fucking take care of myself
I'm tired of saying the same shit
I'm tired of asking for help
One step forward two steps back
It's hard to relax with this wait on my back
I'm not a victim just stating the facts
I guess sometimes it be like that
Under the pressure can't fold can't crack
Aim for the stands when I'm swinging it back
It's so fucked up things change so fast
I know that nothing good could ever last
I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish you could see what I want you to see
All my life had to live with this fucking disease
I'm so exhausted I can't even sleep
I don't even need to much trying to rid myself of chaos I need peace
I'm not doing this shit for the money and fame
I'm doing this shit for me
