"i thought im past that part" lyrics

(I hope I never wake up)

[Nosgov:]
Not this time (Who am I?)
Not this time
Not this time
Not this time... (This is a Nosgov exclusive)

You just wanna dwell on my issues
You just wanna call me out that I can't fix you
I just wanna feel safe within your arms
Just when I fucking thought I'm past that part

You know I love the rain
You know you saw my face, face
You know I can't take pain
And will you miss me when I'm down in the grave?

When my head down trying not to break
Just to live through my life had to be brave

[shinigami:]
I can't lie think about you all the time
Cut my wings can't fly
Hide my face I'm shy
I got the ket on me
All different types of drugs in my jeans
I'm sick [?]
Turn this nightmare into a dream
Fall apart and fall together
Even when it's not forever
Blame it on the bleeding weather
Sticks and [?] thread and leather
Goodnight my ghost I'm not your lover
Goodbye old friend we lost each other
We dance like nights beneath the covers
Now I had from every other

[Nosgov:]
I'm trying my hardest so just fucking trust me (Who am I?)
No matter where I head I just fall apart
I'm on these fucking drugs tryna fix my heart
I'm nearly given up to delete my part

You know I love the rain
You know you saw my face, face
You know I can't take pain
And will you miss me when I'm down in the grave?

When my head down trying not to break...