"doll" lyrics

I put my hand over the stove to make sure I still feel it
Don't know what's real anymore, and I don't think I want to
All I can feel is aching bones, but hey at least it's something
It seems these voices come and go, but they will always haunt me

In the middle of the night when you're coming home
With a painted on smile just like a doll
I feel it all, I feel it all
In the middle of the night when you're coming home
With a painted on smile just like a doll
I feel it all, I feel it all

I won't close my eyes again, it's not that easy to pretend
I feel my spine compressing
Gravity it keeps me down when I'm surrounded by a crowd
Forget me, oh forget me, just forget me, please forget

In the middle of the night when you're coming home
With a painted on smile just like a doll
I feel it all, I feel it all
In the middle of the night when you're coming home
With a painted on smile just like a doll
I feel it all, I feel it all