"DEEP END" lyrics

"DEEP END"

Yeah I'm stumbling
Yeah I'm stumbling
I'm stumbling
Stumbling down

Yeah
Dark thoughts drilling my brain
I was hoping they slow down
If the old me, saw the new me
I know he would be so proud
Then why do I feel like a burden
I'm hurting my doubts getting so loud
Like I should just quit, give up and give in
I should put my phone down
Living my life through a screen
It's got me comparing myself and I hate it
Cuz my life is blessed yet feel like I'm stressed
Just cuz I'm not famous
Doom scrolling, I know it's not healthy
That's why I'm feeling anxious
Self hatred, life wasted, still chasing
Validation, it's strange when
I got everything that I wanted
Yet still feel a calling
For something that's deeper than me, since I started
Relying on god for his guidance while walking
The road of redemption, this road is the darkest
The lights only shown to those who walk the farthest
I'm holding on hope, cuz this road is uncharted
I'm walking by faith, cuz I know that I'm guarded
Guess I'm just evolving, the old me departed, I
Had to cut the chains of lust and idleness
I don't know why it's so hard to keep fighting this
I see my demons conspiring
Tryna make me slip, stumble down and trip
Deep in a abyss, death at the bottom
Done with giving in, this ain't how to live
I'ma rise again I'll be a problem, I'm

Struggling
Crumbling
Can't hide no more, I can't run again
Run again (yeah, yeah)
Run again (yeah, yeah)
Run again (yeah, yeah)
Ooo nah, nah
Don't mind me here, I'm just falling down
Down
Don't mind me here, I'm just

Yeah
Yo I need a natural reset
Spent years mishandling regrets
Continuous thoughts, won't leave and get lost
I grip on my cross, I need rest
You may have met them, not me yet
I stay way off in the deep end
I wouldn't get close, I'm known to turn ghost
That's just how I roll, no secret
I stick to myself, too stubborn for help
Too tired to buy the lies you sell
Been scrolling online, while time passes by
It's like my phone's a digital cell
I felt invincible, till I was ridiculed
By who I listen to, which is myself
Now my life interludes dread that continues to
Conjure my bitter mood, I should be well
I mean, look what I have and look what I got
I would of lost if it wasn't for God
Making me aware of all the facades
The fakes, the snakes, the devious plot
I got em on watch, my target is locked
The journey I'm on's a climb to the top
I'm sick of knowing I'm enough
But keep feeling like I'm not, I'm

Struggling
Crumbling
Can't hide no more, I can't run again
Run again (yeah, yeah)
Run again (yeah, yeah)
Run again (yeah, yeah)
Ooo nah, nah
Don't mind me here, I'm just falling down
Down
Don't mind me here, I'm just


Writer(s): Jonathon Quiles, Tran Huy Truong Nguyen
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