"Disappear" lyrics

I cannot disappear
Would you love me again
Would you love me again
I cannot lend my heart out to you
So you could hurt me still

Yeahhhh yeahhh
You always put me back in my feels
Your loves fake but my pains real
If I stick around then I won't heal
Admitted your wrong, but blame me still
Wish we never met in the first place
Shoulda walked out on the first date
Wasn't looking for love then I found you
That search ended up in the worst way — I
Hate the feeling inside
When I can't push my feeling asides
I see this road is dead end
But I continue to ride
Issues arise, I don't why
I'm pourin' water on roses that died
Our love was heaven until hell arrived
I thought you would stay by my side — I

I cannot (oh I) disappear
Would you love me again
Would you love me again
I cannot lend my heart out to you
So you could-
Would you love me

Yeahhhh yeahhh
Sick of the back and forth, it's so pointless
Now I don't talk, I just avoid it
Why make progress just to destroy it
Fake promises got my blood boiling
I feel like Ima crash out
You push me private
Then in public say that I act out
Everything's planned out
Yo I think I understand now
How all got your home girls turning against me
Fueling your delusion to not respect me
My self worth is not worth testing
Won't let some girl make me feel empty
Won't date a girl that's just pretending
Won't date a girl tryna end me
Your stupid ego don't impress me
I'm dipping before it gets messy, I

I cannot (oh I) disappear
Would you love me again
Would you love me again
I cannot lend my heart out to you
So you could-
Would you love me again

Would you love me again
Tell me babe
Would you love me still