"Faded" lyrics

I'm faded
I'm faded
Faded
Fading away

Frustrated with my life
Complaining every night
Girl make it stop
Been waiting for a sign
Done faking that we're fine
Knowing we're not, wait wait
What you do you mean, that I ain't being me?
Okay maybe I need to have my stress relieved
I think it's probably best if you dip out and leave and just - go
Yeah, told you what's wrong, but you don't address it
Said it before, you just don't get the message
When we're together it feels like we're separate
We just don't click so we might as well end it
Call me heartless, I don't care, I'm not trippin
You started this, so it's fair that I'm finished
The problem is, you don't care how I'm feeling
You're unaware, so I know you won't get it I
Rather keep quiet
Preserve my energy because I'm tired
Inconsiderate, that's just how you're wired
Gaslighting me, just fuel to the fire
When the truth is, you know you're a liar
The tough girl turning into a cryer
The same song just a different choir

Ya know (yeah you know, you know)
Yeah, stress been weighting heavy on my soul
I'm being vulnerable right now so why you smiling for?
It doesn't make sense to me
Don't be acting like my girl when you are my enemy
Why don't you hit the bar and sip some Hennessy
Find anybody that be in that bitch
That's gunna treat you like I did
In first class every trip
There's no bill getting split
It's paid in full cuz my hits
Oh you forgot that I'm him, I'm him - yeah
You better act right cuz you boutta get left
I do not care if that gets you upset
You can decide what you wanna do next
I don't mind turning you into an ex
Don't try to call me or send me a text
That's just your way of getting in my head
You could do more but you rather do less
I'm good without you, you know that I'm bless
And plus if Friday I just I got a check
Tonight I could out, but I'ma rest
I'ma just go home, I need a decom-press

I'm faded (yeah you know that I'm faded)
I'm faded (now I'm feeling frustrated)
Faded
Fading away (fading away)