"MOTIONS" lyrics
Yeah
Why am I feeling so tired today
My life's hitting like a tidal wave
The pain that I bury is keeping me up
It's three AM and I'm lying awake
One minute I'm sad
One minute I'm happy
It's really sick how my mind can change
And make me feel like I'm not in control
I'm in such a homicidal rage
To murder my demons
I feel 'em they creepin'
The second my happiness comes they steal it
I lost my joy, I can't fill this void
All because the trauma I ain't deal with
I ruminate staring up the ceiling
My insecurities are hella revealing
I can't believe life made me a villain
These dark days, got my stuck in my feelings, I
I can't get away (can't get away)
Dealing with a lot of pain (dealing with a lot)
Stuck in my old ways (stuck in my ways)
I try to change
My life I can't
Decide my faith
I've been going through the motions
Yeah
I lost my grip
It's hard to be present
I thought that this
Time I'd learn my lesson
My hurt just sticks
The pain is embedded
This life I live
Feels constantly threatened
I know (yeah I know, yeah)
There's nobody I can't trust
I only following my gut
The devil tryna pull me down
While god is pulling me up
That's why I feel stuck
I feel I'm the middle
I wish my life was simple
I'm in a tug of war daily
It's got me going crazy
I feel like life is a riddle
Tried to be civil
But my demons keep on pushing me little by little
They thinks it's funny this ain't Jimmy Kimmel
This is my life and it's leaving me crippled, I
I can't get away (can't get away)
Dealing with a lot of pain (dealing with a lot)
Stuck in my old ways (stuck in my ways)
I try to change
My life I can't
Decide my faith
I've been going through the motions
Why am I feeling so tired today
My life's hitting like a tidal wave
The pain that I bury is keeping me up
It's three AM and I'm lying awake
One minute I'm sad
One minute I'm happy
It's really sick how my mind can change
And make me feel like I'm not in control
I'm in such a homicidal rage
To murder my demons
I feel 'em they creepin'
The second my happiness comes they steal it
I lost my joy, I can't fill this void
All because the trauma I ain't deal with
I ruminate staring up the ceiling
My insecurities are hella revealing
I can't believe life made me a villain
These dark days, got my stuck in my feelings, I
I can't get away (can't get away)
Dealing with a lot of pain (dealing with a lot)
Stuck in my old ways (stuck in my ways)
I try to change
My life I can't
Decide my faith
I've been going through the motions
Yeah
I lost my grip
It's hard to be present
I thought that this
Time I'd learn my lesson
My hurt just sticks
The pain is embedded
This life I live
Feels constantly threatened
I know (yeah I know, yeah)
There's nobody I can't trust
I only following my gut
The devil tryna pull me down
While god is pulling me up
That's why I feel stuck
I feel I'm the middle
I wish my life was simple
I'm in a tug of war daily
It's got me going crazy
I feel like life is a riddle
Tried to be civil
But my demons keep on pushing me little by little
They thinks it's funny this ain't Jimmy Kimmel
This is my life and it's leaving me crippled, I
I can't get away (can't get away)
Dealing with a lot of pain (dealing with a lot)
Stuck in my old ways (stuck in my ways)
I try to change
My life I can't
Decide my faith
I've been going through the motions
