"You Stayed" lyrics

Still feeling
Still feeling lonely

Lately I feel so alone
Don't even know why I have a phone
Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck
Never had someone that I could call my own
It's lonely walking down this road
Fake friends that I didn't have to know
The same ones that screwed me over
Cause whenever I need them and I'd turn around
They just turn ghost
Years later I'm still feeling the same
Still lost in my head thoughts drilling my brain
Still clinging for love still looking for change
Still searching for hope still stuck in my ways
Yo I been dealing with a whole lot
I had went to therapy but it don't stop
I got hella anxiety when my song drops
It's constant reminder that your boy flopped, damn (oooh)
At least I'm honest
I knock my progress
I do not got this
Maybe I got this
My thoughts stay toxic
I'm so back and forth
I can not stop this
I broke my promise
To ignore comments
That pop in my head
That I knows non-sense
It's a whole process
Keep my faith polished
I know gods watching
I know gods watching, I

Walk a tight rope
Knowing I don't
Have the answers
But I'll find hope
In you, that won't change
I'm plagued by my sinful ways
If at some point we part ways
That means I left cause you stayed
You stayed
You stayed, you stayed, you stayed, you stayed
Oooh
You stayed
Yeah you stayed by my side
Oooh

Still trying to conquer the inner me
Still stressing bout' lil things
Still feeling like my energy dwindling
I'm on a quest for the remedy
Voices in my head keep telling me
That I'm not enough
I don't have enough
And I know these thought aren't getting me
Where I really want
This is like a drug
Cause I'm addicted to pain I can't hide it tho
But I give myself grace cause that's all I know
I been dealing with these high and lows
My mind is froze
But somehow I still could write these flows
And I know that you all hear me
Don't get near me, I feel weary
I don't wanna feed you energy I clearly
Give off cause that thought
Would make my eyes tearing at
At least I'm honest with my feeling tho
Searching for God cause I need to grow
I been tryna kill my need to post
Sick of being online
Real life over the internet
I'm sick of it
Spirits licorice been dealing with
Too much, too much
I just know I

Walk a tight rope
Knowing I don't
Have the answers
But I'll find hope
In you, that won't change
I'm plagued by my sinful ways
If at some point we part ways
That means I left cause you stayed
You stayed
You stayed, you stayed, you stayed, you stayed
Oooh
You stayed
Yeah you stayed by my side
Oooh

You stayed by my side
You stayed by my side
You stayed by my side