"Pride & Misery" lyrics

Who am I
What have I become
Lose myself
To my demons, oh
Take my breath
I'm done with it

I was an imposter
Pretending amongst gods
Now no one can save me
I'm lost and it's my fault
I made my mistakes and
I know I'm not perfect
I'm losing my purpose

And I've traded all my pride
For misery
I'm drowning and paralyzed
I'll save my breath
Cuz maybe I deserve this life
Yeah, maybe I deserve this

I just wanna sleep till I can't feel a thing
And I'm lost in a void
And my minds always blank
How'd it get like this
Is my life still worth it

I was such a lost cause
I was no one
And nobody can save me
It was my fault
And I made my mistakes

And I'll be paying till the end of my days
But maybe I deserve this