"it's your fault i'm antisocial" lyrics

I wish I was a bit more known
No life, no future
I want a loan

Give me your attention
I want all your affection
My life stay steady pending
I just want more attention
I'm dropping all addiction
I'm slowly fucking itching
These pills intimidating
I feel myself just sinking

I'll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life
You can't judge the way I'll hide myself from my own crazy mind

Well I just hope you're happy
Cuz now im feeling shitty
Don't give me any pity
I fucking hate this city
They wanna fucking be me
But they dont wanna hear me
I walk around with glizzies
And empty out my addies

Now all my friends are rolling
I'm on my phone just scrolling
May not be straight but edgy
Still spilling my spaghetti
I hope you're fucking ready
When I blow up I'll leave you
I'm taking all my day ones
Cuz we do this shit for fun

I'll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life
You can't judge the way I'll hide myself from my own crazy mind
I'll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life
You can't judge the way I'll hide myself from my own crazy mind

Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy
Finally, I can be myself around my family
Finally, I don't hide myself just for my safety
Finally, I can be myself around my family
Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy
Finally, I can be myself around my family
Finally, I don't hide myself just for my safety
Finally, I can be myself around my family