"Gangster's Pain" lyrics
No one ever gave me shit, I spent a hundred thousand this year
And when we was cutting through the Twos, we're up in sixth gear
Slow it down to one and leave the engine running
Cah the streets are freezing cold, we let the suttin' bun him
They say time flies so tell me why the fuck this shit's feeling so long
Said they're gonna hold me down but how long they gonna hold on?
Thinking 'bout them days and all them times when they got rolled on
All them years wearing silver, it's only right I put my gold on
See, look, my hair's kinda nappy now
He's clenching up his fists, he thinks I'm boxing, I ain't Pacquiao
I'm Samurai Jack and I got suttin' on me two-fours
Think they're on my level, I'm above them niggas, two floors
I don't really do chores, I grew up on them blue doors
I slept on them blue mats and woke up to black tees
I got gangsteritus and I still ain't got no vaccine
On my seventeenth, they had me running down them crack fiends
But it's all part of the game, bro
I ain't complaining, I just hug it like it's bae, bro
He's thinking that I'm bait so he can try me, I ain't DeJ Loaf
He's on them mind games, I had to slap him, tryna play those
I don't play with money, don't be fucking with my play dough
Have them young'uns on your neck and they gon' stab it if I say so
For all them years I had to change clothes
Knowledge gives you power and these young'uns better take notes
Cah you don't wanna end up in them wrong rooms
Sit with rich niggas or be slapping up a rice cat
Same yute that I slapped up, I'm handing him an ice-pack
Same mic that I left, they got me fighting for my mic back
Do they come and visit you or step out for the litness?
He's talking on his bruddas, I can tell he's just a witness
He don't live this, likkle prawn acting like a big fish
His shawty's ten-ten but that nigga is a big bitch
Yo, I want my F'ing crown back
Will I get it, I dunno, I'm steady tryna get my sound back
Man, I'm losing motivation, think I'm done with all this rap shit
Cah everybody chats shit and I don't wanna chat shit
Growing up, I never thought the streets could be a catfish
Growing up, I never thought you'll see me in a masjid
Mashallah, my brother, you look better in that suit now
We was suiting black-on-black, we was getting ready for a boot-out
I ain't seen the road since my Air Ones were fifty quid
The judge done me dirty, gave me nineteen, I was a little kid
Man, I love my girl but sometimes we don't see eye-to-eye
She holds it, it's a blessing, if it don't then it was worth a try
I still send her flowers on her birthday
Kiss her through the phone cah she my pretty little mermaid
My next door, he ain't got no P's
He's looking up to me when they're supposed to be the OG's
Big dargs, role models, big bros, no please
Done this shit alone, I done seven years lonely
Told my mum, "I changed", but I'm still grateful for the old me
Cah everything I learned, I had to save it like a goalie
Cooling on this island, it ain't sunny but it's stony
For all the time I wasted, only right I get a Rollie
Done the X3 stoley, watch out for the police
They know I run the roads, that's why the dutty roads chose me
I'm a man now, pussy, hit that building with my chest high
My head high, the only time I'm tired is my bedtime
I got H-O-P-E, I know they hate to see me
Smiling on their TV like I'm a different species
They're treating me like faeces, I can't go out like a bitch
If you wanna act the boss, you best be studying the script
Yo, we ain't no pancakes but we're studying the flip
And I don't care what man say, I'm still the littest in this bitch
And when we was cutting through the Twos, we're up in sixth gear
Slow it down to one and leave the engine running
Cah the streets are freezing cold, we let the suttin' bun him
They say time flies so tell me why the fuck this shit's feeling so long
Said they're gonna hold me down but how long they gonna hold on?
Thinking 'bout them days and all them times when they got rolled on
All them years wearing silver, it's only right I put my gold on
See, look, my hair's kinda nappy now
He's clenching up his fists, he thinks I'm boxing, I ain't Pacquiao
I'm Samurai Jack and I got suttin' on me two-fours
Think they're on my level, I'm above them niggas, two floors
I don't really do chores, I grew up on them blue doors
I slept on them blue mats and woke up to black tees
I got gangsteritus and I still ain't got no vaccine
On my seventeenth, they had me running down them crack fiends
But it's all part of the game, bro
I ain't complaining, I just hug it like it's bae, bro
He's thinking that I'm bait so he can try me, I ain't DeJ Loaf
He's on them mind games, I had to slap him, tryna play those
I don't play with money, don't be fucking with my play dough
Have them young'uns on your neck and they gon' stab it if I say so
For all them years I had to change clothes
Knowledge gives you power and these young'uns better take notes
Cah you don't wanna end up in them wrong rooms
Sit with rich niggas or be slapping up a rice cat
Same yute that I slapped up, I'm handing him an ice-pack
Same mic that I left, they got me fighting for my mic back
Do they come and visit you or step out for the litness?
He's talking on his bruddas, I can tell he's just a witness
He don't live this, likkle prawn acting like a big fish
His shawty's ten-ten but that nigga is a big bitch
Yo, I want my F'ing crown back
Will I get it, I dunno, I'm steady tryna get my sound back
Man, I'm losing motivation, think I'm done with all this rap shit
Cah everybody chats shit and I don't wanna chat shit
Growing up, I never thought the streets could be a catfish
Growing up, I never thought you'll see me in a masjid
Mashallah, my brother, you look better in that suit now
We was suiting black-on-black, we was getting ready for a boot-out
I ain't seen the road since my Air Ones were fifty quid
The judge done me dirty, gave me nineteen, I was a little kid
Man, I love my girl but sometimes we don't see eye-to-eye
She holds it, it's a blessing, if it don't then it was worth a try
I still send her flowers on her birthday
Kiss her through the phone cah she my pretty little mermaid
My next door, he ain't got no P's
He's looking up to me when they're supposed to be the OG's
Big dargs, role models, big bros, no please
Done this shit alone, I done seven years lonely
Told my mum, "I changed", but I'm still grateful for the old me
Cah everything I learned, I had to save it like a goalie
Cooling on this island, it ain't sunny but it's stony
For all the time I wasted, only right I get a Rollie
Done the X3 stoley, watch out for the police
They know I run the roads, that's why the dutty roads chose me
I'm a man now, pussy, hit that building with my chest high
My head high, the only time I'm tired is my bedtime
I got H-O-P-E, I know they hate to see me
Smiling on their TV like I'm a different species
They're treating me like faeces, I can't go out like a bitch
If you wanna act the boss, you best be studying the script
Yo, we ain't no pancakes but we're studying the flip
And I don't care what man say, I'm still the littest in this bitch
