"All Alone" lyrics

Somebody once tried to tell me
Don't depend on anybody
Yet I'm begging you for help
So won't you save me from myself
Somebody come save me please
I'm reaching for your hand to hold
To let me know I'm not alone
Please anybody try to stop me

I don't really like to go there
Cause I don't know how to leave
And once I'm in I'm in there deep
So it gets kinda hard to breathe
I'm all alone again
My so called friends just left me here to bleed
Now I'm laid out on the pavement
Hoping someone hears me scream
Each incision represents
A certain secret that I keep
Yeah I make bad decisions
And I don't know how to grieve
And though you behaved the cruelest
I'm the one that truly loses
So for me this feels so useless
Why did you have to do this to me

Somebody once tried to tell me
Don't depend on anybody
Yet I'm begging you for help
So why don't you save me from myself
Somebody come save me please
I'm reaching for your hand to hold
To let me know I'm not alone
Please anybody try to stop me

So what are you supposed to do
When you don't wanna wake up
When you feel so God damn hopeless
That you just don't give a fuck
Sick from being up all night
Reminisce in twisted shit
Wishin I did somethin different
Wondering why the fuck I didn't
Hyperventilating till I have no breath left
But I'm just adding to the weight
Of the bricks left on my chest
The secrets eat up slowly till I bleed
And I hate everything I am
Because this wasn't how it's supposed to be
Now I'm lost all alone in a sea of sorrow
No one cares about me
So I don't care about tomorrow
When they say they wanna help me
It just feels like a trap
My mind is damaged
How the fuck do you fix that
Lost all alone in a sea of sorrow
No one cares about me
So I don't care about tomorrow
When they say they wanna help me
It just feels like a trap
My mind is damaged
How the fuck do you fix that

Somebody once tried to tell me
Don't depend on anybody
Yet I'm begging you for help
So why don't you save me from myself
Somebody come save me please
I'm reaching for your hand to hold
To let me know I'm not alone
Please anybody try to stop me

So just back up and give me a second to breathe
See I just need a minute
I don't want you to leave
But this could have been avoided
Had you just fucking warned me
Didn't scorn me and insist
To make me out like a liar
Leave me to burn in the fire
As a sat there and scorched
Consuming everything around me
Like a human torch
Cause only then when you feel
Like you can't take anymore pain
Will you gain some perspective
And just admit you've gone insane
So what are you supposed to do
When you don't wanna wake up
When you feel so God damn hopeless
That you just don't give a fuck
Sick from being up all night
Reminisce in twisted shit
Wishin' I did somethin different
Wondering why the fuck I didn't
Hyperventilating till I have no breath left
But I'm just adding to the weight
Of the bricks left on my chest
The secrets eat up slowly till I bleed
And I hate everything that I am because
This wasn't how it's supposed to be