"Why Do I Stay?" lyrics

I told myself not to call you
Evidently I fucked up
But all of my memories of you
Seem to be in this solo cup

And I know I told myself
I'd never fucking fall for you again
But I said that shit before
Now here I am on the floor
I'm just a masochist, I guess

I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm
Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I
Tell you I'm leaving but I stay
And I begin to clean the mess you made
Blame it on my masochism, babe

I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm
Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I
Tell you I'm leaving but I stay
And I believe everything that you say
Blame it on my masochism, babe

I told myself not to worry
Everything works out in the end
This is what's best now for me
Being with someone that's a friend

But I should have told myself
If it happened once it's gonna happen again
But I said that shit before
Now here I am on the floor
I'm just a masochist, I guess

I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm
Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I
Tell you I'm leaving but I stay
And I begin to clean the mess you made
Blame it on my masochism, babe

I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm
Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I
Tell you I'm leaving but I stay
And I believe everything that you say
Blame it on my masochism, babe

You don't fucking deserve me
I do everything for you and it's never good enough
I'm so tired of loving you so much that it makes me sick
If you really love me like you said you did, you would show it
But you don't
So I'm done

I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm
Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I
Tell you I'm leaving but I stay
And I begin to clean the mess you made
Blame it on my masochism, babe

I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm
Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I
Tell you I'm leaving but I stay
And I believe everything that you say
Blame it on my masochism, babe