"Shocker" lyrics

I've been telling myself
"Never look for reason, try to let it go."
All the people that help, don't, and deceit them
Wonder if they know

Can't lie, my pride shows up uneven
Can't pick a side
For days, I tried counting the things I've changed
What a messed I've made, oh no

Ultimately nothing is what I have to offer, offer
Tell myself I'm something
Isn't that a shocker, shocker?

Never had a feeling
Didn't wanna run from the race
It's like salt on my tongue, I can taste it
People talk about healing
But from what I can tell
They've got wishes and wells... I don't

Ultimately nothing is what I have to offer, offer
Tell myself I'm something
Isn't that a shocker, shocker?

Oh no, again and again
Tell the same old story
With my head in the sand
This gets fucking boring
Well, I tried and I tried not to make them worry
It's okay, I have time
It's hard to say I'm sorry, but I am
Didn't say I'm sorry, but I am

Again and again
Tell the same old story
With my head in my hands
Wish they'd just ignore me
While I tried and I tried
Not to make them worry
It's hard to say I'm sorry
Didn't say I'm sorry, yeah