"when I'm back home" lyrics

When I'm back home
Who will be waiting for me
I'm too scared to know

I'm sure it's nothing for you
But I'm still afraid
Close up my wounds and
Heal me of my pain
Save me from the monsters in my head
They're my reflections
And they're a part of me
I'm too scared to fight it
I'll lose myself

(Home)
I'm missing home
When I'm back home
Home

(I keep myself distracted
Of the things I need to do)
I'm regretful of my actions
But I'm one with my loneliness
I'm trying to make it better
I'm trying to let it go
But I'm holding onto something
That I don't even know
What I'm most afraid of
Is that I'll be left alone
(I don't even wanna ever think about it)

I'm missing home
I'm missing home
When I'm back home
When I'm back home

Home
I'm missing home
When I'm back home
Home