"Heaven Again" lyrics

What can I do?
What can I do to find something better to do than this?
I've been sitting around thinking of everything that I've done wrong

I've been playing it over and over in my head
I've been thinking about something that I might have said to you
To make you go so far away
And it makes me think of

I try so hard
To find out where I've been
I've been playing my cards
But I never, ever win
And if I fall short
Will you pick me up from this mess?
Oh, be my heaven again
Be my heaven again

Trying to figure out this life I live
And everything that I'm trying to give
'Cause I see so many people just thinking about themselves
And no one else

Is that what this life's about?
Getting what you want out of it and leaving the others out?
'Cause I don't think that's got passion or love or anything of above
I just want to find

Somebody who knows
What it is or how it goes
'Cause I've been thinking to myself
That we can do better for ourselves in the end
I've been dreaming out loud
Trying to figure all this out
Could you be my heaven again?
Could you be my heaven again?

'Cause I don't want to die alone
I don't want to be afraid
I don't want to sit back and think about my days
And everything that we tried
We try so hard sometimes
Just to find out where we belong in the end

(No. Go back, go back)

We'll figure out who we are
We'll figure out who we are
Trying to figure out who we are with a time and a place
Trying to figure out who we are

And it gets so hard sometimes
Trying to figure out this whole life
And everything in between
We try so hard sometimes
But it never makes sense to us
Maybe we can find a riddle or two
To get back to what we're supposed to do
This love, this love
This love