"The Only Noise" lyrics

It's not perfect but it's from the first take
It's the one that I did with you here
It seems careless that I shouldn't care less
But it's the only noise I have of yours

I'm so tired because you've been so fired up
And there was no keeping up with you
It's no triumph I knew I was for the high jump
But I delighted in my best mistake

I only thought of me
I only thought of me
Now you're all I see
Now you're all I see

Reading backwards I see where the attack was
Which in real time came out of the blue
It's the weakness that I love this bleakness
Over any constant happiness

Shake me out of this
Take me out of this
Carry me with love
Bury me in love