"Things I Never Said" lyrics

I've been doing better since I saw you last
I never say much when I talk that fast
I remember telling you secrets
And I remember you telling me to go to bed
And you always said that you could read my mind
So I left the best parts in my head
Like I love you and I'm sorry
Just a couple things that I never said

And maybe this goes without saying
But please don't tell your friends about me
I don't want them knowing who I really am
I don't even know who I'm supposed to be
And I always thought that you would drive me home
That's when we would have all of our better talks
Before I saw myself apart now I'm
Up on cinder blocks

And I wake up alone
With your name across my phone
And you leave me on read
Just a couple things that I never said

I guess it all started in a parking lot
You can never get the BIC lighter lit
So I always had to take double
'Cause you were always shotgun in my head
And maybe I've always been blowing smoke
And finding new things to lie about
And you find all these ways to forgive me
And then you ran out

And I wake up alone
With your name across my phone
And as you leave me on read
Just a couple things that I never said

And now what you say it's not what you do
So I don't wanna hear I'm gonna do this for you
Do it for yourself, babe
Do it for yourself
And now what I hear is not what I see
So I don't wanna hear you're gonna do this for me
Do it for yourself, babe
Do it for yourself

Now I wake up alone
With your name across my phone
And you leave me on read
Just a couple things that I never said