"Sympathy Is A Knife" lyrics

I don't wanna share the space
I don't wanna force a smile
This one girl taps my insecurities
Don't know if it's real or if I'm spiraling
One voice tells me that they laugh
George says I'm just paranoid
Says he just don't see it, he's so naive
I'm embarrassed to have it, but need the sympathy

'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried
I'm opposite, I'm on the other side
I feel all these feelings I can't control
Oh no, don't know why
All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?)
Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie (Why?)
I feel all these feelings I can't control (Why?)
Oh no, don't know

Why I wanna buy a gun
Why I wanna shoot myself
Volatile at war with my dialogue
I'd say that there was a God if they could stop this
Wild voice tearin' me apart
I'm so apprehensive now
Don't wanna see her backstage at my boyfriend's show
Fingers crossed behind my back, I hope they break up quick

'Cause I couldn't even be her if I tried (Why?)
I'm opposite, I'm on the other side (Why?)
I feel all these feelings I can't control (Why?)
Oh no, don't know why
All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?)
Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie (Why?)
I feel all these feelings I can't control (Why?)
Oh no

All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?)
All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?)
All this sympathy is just a knife (Why?)
Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife (Why?)
Oh no, oh no
Why is all this sympathy a fucking knife? (Why?)
Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife (Why?)
Couldn't even be her if I tried
Oh no, oh no