"Closure" lyrics

What happened to "we're done, we're through"
I thought our story ended
But every time I turn the page
It's like I'm back at the beginning
I never feel like I'm enough
You only call me when you're lonely
I play it cool like I'm over you
But my heart keeps breaking slowly

And I wish it could be you
With your headlights in my driveway
And I wish I could refuse
But every time I try

I'm tryna find closure but you're tryna get closer
I'm tryna get sober but I'm drunk on you
I'm tryna find closure and now you wanna come over
I'm tryna get sober but I'm drunk on you

We haven't talked in seven months
Then you text me on my birthday
I know you swear that you don't care
So why'd you ask my friends about me?
You hit me up when your life is boring
You hit me up when there's no one else
I know I should but I can't ignore you
I just can't help myself

I'm tryna find closure but you're tryna get closer
I'm tryna get sober but I'm drunk on you
I'm tryna find closure and now you wanna come over
I'm tryna get sober but I'm drunk on you
Yeah I'm drunk on you

No I don't wanna talk it over
'Cause this is over, yeah this is over
And I don't wanna see you tonight
I need a new life, I need a new life

No I don't wanna talk it over
'Cause this is over, yeah this is over
And I don't wanna see you tonight
I need a new life, I need a new, new life

I'm tryna find closure but you're tryna get closer
I'm tryna get sober but I'm drunk on you
I'm tryna find closure and now you wanna come over
I'm tryna get sober but I'm drunk on you

No I don't wanna talk it over
'Cause this is over, yeah this is over
And I don't wanna see you tonight
I need a new life, I need a new life (I'm drunk on you)

No I don't wanna talk it over
'Cause this is over, yeah this is over
And I don't wanna see you tonight
I need a new life, I need a new, new life