"Would Santa Understand" lyrics

Sometimes I get really frustrated
Say something I don't mean don't hate me
This feelings build up too high, why?
I sit and wait for an explanation
I'm a good kid please don't be mistaken
But these thoughts are bad sometimes, why?

Would Santa understand
When I don't even know myself
Would he put me on the good list
Or would he put me on the bad shelf
Would Santa understand
When I don't even know myself
When I'm crying in my bedroom
I am overwhelmed
I'm sorry didn't mean to yell
Would Santa understand

Every year I try to be good
I know Santa thinks I should
These feelings build up too high, why?
I write my list even though I don't deserve it
Put out some cookies aside some milk
I hope you like it
I made it myself

Would Santa understand
When I don't even know myself
Would he put me on the good list
Or would he put me on the bad shelf
Would Santa understand
When I don't even know myself
When I'm crying in my bedroom
I am overwhelmed
I'm sorry didn't mean to yell
Would Santa understand

I'm not perfect no one is
I can't get much worse than this
I'm trying hard to make it stop
I wanna be an angel but I'm not
I'm not perfect no one is
But I wanna have a good Christmas
I'm trying hard to make it stop
I wanna be an angel but I'm not

Would Santa understand
When I don't even know myself
Would he put me on the good list
Or would he put me on the bad shelf
Would Santa understand
When I don't even know myself
When I'm crying in my bedroom
I am overwhelmed
I'm sorry didn't mean to yell
Would Santa understand