"Weeds" lyrics

I try to cultivate a relationship
With a lover that I shouldn't miss
The love it balloons [?]
But the more it grew the more I fell apart

'Cause seasons change and summer leaves
And petals fall unpleasantly
The wind it blows the [?]
And when I die I might just figure out

I saw in your a flower that you planted in the garden
Of my heart and now there's weeds up to my head
Your neurotoxin roots grow from my brain down to my boots
And now I'm walking like a man who's better dead
Oh what have I become

Well not much grows from withered stems
So say your peace and grow it then
The lights you [?]
And I ain't afraid of what comes after
So plant your seeds and start anew
And grow a love, a love that's true
And if it kills me then I'll be damned
I'll never fall for someone like this again

I saw in your a flower that you planted in the garden
Of my heart and now there's weeds up to my head
Your neurotoxin roots grow from my brain down to my boots
And now I'm walking like a man who's better dead
Oh what have I become

I used to sleep at night
Used to love to hate to fight
And I believed in all your lies
And now I listen to the thunderstorms
And I get so terrified
'Cause yeah I have loved ones in my life
And everything had felt just right
And now I listen to the thunderstorms

I saw in your a flower that you planted in the garden
Of my heart and now there's weeds up to my head
Your neurotoxin roots grow from my brain down to my boots
And now I'm walking like a man who's better dead
Oh what have I become