"Hopeless" lyrics

Lately I been feeling like I'm not even alive now
Feeling like my life is over, I'm just on the ride now
Momma think I'm famous, couple fans stopped me out in public
Tell me that they love it when I say I wanna die now
They don't wonder why tho, swear to God I'm crying out
Only fuckin time I feel alive is when I'm crying now
Hate the way I feel inside but shawty think I'm fly now
Voices in my head ghostwriting all the lines now

But I know, I know
I been fucked up too long, too long
I try to hold on, hold on
Tell me why I feel alone, feel alone

I put the gucci on my belt just to fuck my life up
Put my feelings in a song, I sit back an I write em
Cigarettes in my clothes when I flick my lighter
All the smoke in my lungs, now I'm caughtin a cycle

I know this
I'm broken
I'm hoping
I can hold on
No coping
I'm hopeless
I try but
I can't hold on
I can't hold on...