"When I'm Gone" lyrics

Eternity is hollow
Yeah, yeah

I think I'm runnin' outta shit that I can get in my life
I got a bitch inside my bed, got the neck full of ice
See the powder on the table, readjustin' my sight
Got me clean up off the bottle but I'm scared of the white
Don't wanna fight, I hate the way I'm feelin' tonight
I tell these people "Quit the bitchin', need to take my advice"
I need the lights 'cause it's dark in my room
I'm sick of sittin' at this desk, makin' music for food
I think it's you or it's him, doesn't matter to me
I don't know if there's a god but I be down on my knees
'Cause this happy shit they talkin' don't come natural to me
I got everything I wanted, shit what happened to me

Everything's more beautiful

I got some plays and then I flipped a ghost
Climbin' out this shitty hole
Got me thinkin' 'bout the shit I did when I was little, bro
Sippin' could've kill me, that ain't water in the videos
You never see the fault up in your step until you trip and roll
Yeah, yeah, time to let it go
I can't look up in that mirror, I'm afraid of ghosts
Yeah, yeah, I killed a milli' shows
But I can't show myself for reasons that I shouldn't fold
Break apart the lines, you find a broken man inside
Heart beat like the tick of the bomb, I'm runnin' outta time
It's eatin' me alive, I swear, I never find the finish line
Tell me everything is all right, I wouldn't mind a lie
Prey for everyone but never pray for me
Don't waste your breath, I've seen the fire take the sea
They said the reaper on the way, he's hauntin' me
I think I'll probably let him take me if we meet
I'm out my head, I need some help but I won't
I need to talk to somebody that's gonna sell me the chrome
I take a shot of the vodka and get a shot to the dome
I think they'll care when I'm not here but they won't cry 'till I'm gone

Yeah