"Ruiner" lyrics

Real talk, I meant what I said
Oh, you never really heard me
You remain stuck in my head
You turned a clean break dirty

I won't lie, I wanna move on
But there's a masochist at pull here
Your triple x mess made me a pawn
Pushing my shame into full gear

Maybe someday I'll break your spell

I wanted you to know I don't think about you anymore
This is how it goes
All the little things I can't remember
The way you held me down
Promising the world to me, forever
Who's the liar now?
'Cause you're still on my
'Cause you're still on my mind

No joke, you ruined my soul
But I'm the one who let it happen
Under duress, I guess I gave up control
To a honey pot assassin

No lie, I know you love to see me like this
I'll die still succumbing to your violence

Maybe someday I'll break your spell

I wanted you to know I don't think about you anymore
This is how it goes
All the little things I can't remember
The way you held me down
Promising the world to me, forever
Who's the liar now?
'Cause you're still on my ('cause you're still on my mind)

I wanted you to know
I'm not thinking about you anymore
This is how it goes
All the little things I can't remember
Like how you held me down
Promising the world to me, forever
Who's the liar now?

'Cause you're still on my (no joke, you ruined my soul)
'Cause you're still on my mind (maybe someday I'll break your spell)
'Cause you're still on my mind (no joke, you ruined my soul)
'Cause you're still on my mind (maybe someday I'll break your spell)
'Cause you're still on my-