"Discover Lonely" lyrics

I know that I said
I would never change
Forgive me for the hesitation
And lying to your face
I hate the thought of
Letting myself down
And now it's all I feel
I'm bitter
I can't stand the sound

Of my own voice
Of my own brain
Overflowing, spilling over
I'll never be the same

So I'll burn
Be still
From the pain
I feel
Sophisticated suffocation
Slowly seeking something "real"

I was hoping this won't last forever
Vivid dreams with broken seams
I never wanted this or chose to be a failure
I feel nothing like you

If misery loves company
Tell my why it's so hard to believe
That I won't find another
Discover lonely
You want to know
Who I truly am
I've got to go
Before I can't pretend

If I'm alive
Why can't I feel my heart beat
I can't survive
Like this

So I'll burn
Be still
From the pain
I feel
Sophisticated suffocation
Slowly seeking something "real"

I was hoping this won't last forever
Vivid dreams with broken seams
I never wanted this or chose to be a failure
I feel nothing like you

Forget me
It's too late
I'm just a waste of the space you inhabit
I'm lifeless
And I'll be your biggest mistake
Just skin and bones of a life left soulless

Just skin and bones of a life left soulless

So I'll burn
Be still
From the pain
I feel
Sophisticated suffocation
Slowly seeking something "real"

I was hoping this won't last forever
Vivid dreams with broken seams
I never wanted this or chose to be a failure
I feel nothing like you