"Never Mind Me" lyrics

I know what it feels like
To be left on your own

To want to end it all
And end the pain you've shown

I know that you feel like it's all your fault
But it's mine
You know?

I never thought I'd be the same
I cried for weeks
I felt the blame
I'm getting worse and you don't know
But I'm not angry anymore

I hate myself
I hate you too
I don't know what I did to you?

I'm giving up
I'm letting go
Nevermind, you'll never know

I need you in this moment
But you left me all alone
I'm just sitting and waiting
By the telephone

It's not like you're dead
And it's not like you're dying
But when you told me you loved me
I knew you were lying

I know what it feels like
To be left on your own

To want to end it all
And end the pain you've shown

I know that you feel like it's all your fault
But it's mine
You know?

You sat at the end of my bed
I'll never forget what you said
You told me you were nothing
And you were better off dead

You said you wanted to try again
Just like your son jumping in front of that train

I saw it
I saw the pain in your face
It only gets worse
It doesn't go away

I can hear you crying
And I'm sorry that it hurts
But you can't hear me crying
Because it's hidden in my shirt

You can't hurt me anymore
I already hurt myself
And I still feel like I'm nothing without you

I gave up on you when you gave up on me
I lost hope
I let go
I would give up on me too

You made me think it was all my fault
You've broken me, you broke my heart

You told me you tried
You told me you'd end it
You told me you loved me
And I'd never forget it

I'll never forget it
And I'll never forgive you

You're killing me
You've killed yourself