"RAIN" lyrics

I wonder if I blew up again, would they just do me how they did x?
My homies telling me just copy shit off Pinterest
Suffering from all the substances I ingested
Go to sleep dreaming bout the bread I could've invested

And I don't give a fuck about who next to you
Or nepo baby rappers all capping acting destitute
I'm tryna find a solution to this bullshit
Every day a wake up and make a new resolution

And the drugs used to work, now they don't really do shit
Yeah I know I gotta work, got a lotta shit to prove and it's a struggle
But I'm familiar with struggling
Do that shit for a little and then the money start coming in

Chaotic to you, to me maybe comforting
Fuck the DA, I hope he don't come for me
Everyone hating on me in love with me
I don't really give a fuck about who fuck with me

The rain keeps pouring
I'm just tryna keep my chin up and ignore it

Girl you make my head spin, like the sun, it's in orbit
And I'm burning up
I just hope that you don't get bored of me

A lotta hoes be adoring me
I couldn't care less until a bitch start ignoring me
Spit this shit until my internal organs bleeding
I know that I'm nice but do not take that as a form of weakness

Even as I win I just feel more defeated
Clocks keep ticking and the rain keeps pouring

Girl you make my head spin, like the sun, it's in orbit
And I'm burning up
I just hope that you don't get bored of me...