"Anxiety" lyrics

One in the morning
Freight train running through my head
I guess you forgot me
And I'm feeling halfway dead
That sound of silence
Rings so loud I go insane
My body frozen
But my mind runs somewhere strange

There's no one to save me
From this lonesome grave I lay
The clock got me waiting
All my feelings start to fade
And I say

Hey I'm fine
But I'm not, I scream inside
Awake all night
Come shock me back to life
I feel every heartbeat
I fabricated all this pain
Well I'm out to get me
The doc's got nothing to explain

Four in the morning
I flip my sides a dozen times
Short breath is pacing
My bloodshot eyes won't let me cry
Newsman is chirping
He said this world's come to its end
Would someone hate me
If I woke my family and friends?

Just how much time I got
Before I see my final day
If I tried to make it stop
Would it all just go away?
And I say

Hey I'm fine
But I'm not, I scream inside
Awake all night
Come shock me back to life
I feel every heartbeat
I fabricated all this pain
Well I'm out to get me
The doc's got nothing to explain

Can't sleep, it's a quarter after four
Can't sleep, it's a quarter after four
Can't sleep, it's a quarter after four
Can't sleep, it's a quarter after four

Hey I'm fine
But I'm not, I scream inside
Awake all night
Come shock me back to life
I feel every heartbeat
I fabricated all this pain
Well I'm out to get me
The doc's got nothing to explain