"Pool" lyrics

I met my friend at the pool
He told me things are going well
But not without the need to knock on wood
We said goodbye
After saving drowning killer bees
And crying bout how much he loves his wife

I told my friend about last night
Risking my relationships and people I just can't resist
And bad behavior I've been trying to hide
Suffocate and drown
She kissed me when I kissed her mouth
Asking me "do you wanna skip town" but
I never could, babe
You know that we both move to fast
Why would you even ask me?

I don't really know where my heads at
I just know my hearts not there yet
Or maybe I'm just crazy about the thought of thinking I adore you

I met my friend at the pool
She told me she was fucking up
But I wouldn't call her anybody's fool
We said goodbye
And she touched down on London ground
And I went back to trying to live my life

I saw my late friend last night
He came to see me in a dream
I don't know why he visits me
I worked all day just let me sleep, alright?
Two shots in my head
I felt my legs kick in my bed
I remembered what my mama had said
"Now child"
You never could, baby

I don't really know where my heads at
I just know my hearts not there yet
Or maybe I'm just waiting on someone to wake me

I don't really know where my heads at
I just know my hearts not there yet
Or maybe I'm just crazy
About the thought of thinking I adore you