"Survive" lyrics
A lot of people see the clean (Clean)
But they never saw the crawl through hell to get here (The crawl)
This one's for the nights I barely made it through (When I barely made it through)
Cause if I'm rolling on that road again
Then I'm trying to feel alive again
I feel them cold sweats coming in
The devil knocking at my door again
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
I lost friends
That I can't bring back
Seen death in a spoon, love in relapse
I dance with death in a motel bed
I try to find God with a shot to the head
I'm sober now, breaking every chain
I'm standing tall, not hiding in the rain
I woke up with a war in my veins
Another night sweating dope, calling cocaine
I see ghosts in the mirror, blood on my past
Trying to outrun a needle that runs too fast
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, let you down a million times with a million lies
Cause if I'm rolling on that road again
Then I'm trying to feel alive again
I feel them cold sweats coming in
The devil knocking at my door again
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
I still carry the guilt, still feel the shakes
Still hear the devil when my body aches
I came back to life from the edge of hell
Got a second chance with a story to tell
I still got pain, I still got scars
Wear 'em like a badge on my heart
I'm a warrior, my addiction is my past
Somebody call 911, I'm losing my mind talking to my gun
Call 911, sometimes I don't know what I'm running from
Cause if I'm rolling on that road again
Then I'm trying to feel alive again
I feel them cold sweats coming in
The devil knocking at my door again
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
But they never saw the crawl through hell to get here (The crawl)
This one's for the nights I barely made it through (When I barely made it through)
Cause if I'm rolling on that road again
Then I'm trying to feel alive again
I feel them cold sweats coming in
The devil knocking at my door again
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
I lost friends
That I can't bring back
Seen death in a spoon, love in relapse
I dance with death in a motel bed
I try to find God with a shot to the head
I'm sober now, breaking every chain
I'm standing tall, not hiding in the rain
I woke up with a war in my veins
Another night sweating dope, calling cocaine
I see ghosts in the mirror, blood on my past
Trying to outrun a needle that runs too fast
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, let you down a million times with a million lies
Cause if I'm rolling on that road again
Then I'm trying to feel alive again
I feel them cold sweats coming in
The devil knocking at my door again
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
I still carry the guilt, still feel the shakes
Still hear the devil when my body aches
I came back to life from the edge of hell
Got a second chance with a story to tell
I still got pain, I still got scars
Wear 'em like a badge on my heart
I'm a warrior, my addiction is my past
Somebody call 911, I'm losing my mind talking to my gun
Call 911, sometimes I don't know what I'm running from
Cause if I'm rolling on that road again
Then I'm trying to feel alive again
I feel them cold sweats coming in
The devil knocking at my door again
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, I done seen some shit that make a grown man cry
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Heroin laced with fentanyl, you won't survive
