"Running From My Past" lyrics

Anxiety is creeping in
It's louder than it's ever been
This time I don't think I can win

My head is under attack
Can't kill the noise and flashbacks
I'm sweating out my mistakes
It's painful to be wide awake
But I need the pain to let go
And be set free

I've been running from my past for too long
It's weighing on my back like a stone
It's part of me, the worst I've become
It's crawling under my skin
I won't let it pull me back in

I looked away and dove headfirst
Willingly destroyed my self worth
Leaving a dark space for my sins

My head is under attack
Can't kill the noise and flashbacks
I'm sweating out my mistakes
It's painful to be wide awake
But I need the pain to let go
And be set free
Of all the things I've done
And I still can't outrun

I've been begging for a sign
That I'm more than what I hide
But every ghost inside my mind
Knows every secret I deny
I did this to myself

I've been running from my past for too long
It's weighing on my back like a stone
It's part of me, the worst I've become
It's crawling under my skin
I won't let it pull me back in

I'll keep pushing through as time will heal my past
Escape my mental cave, I won't go back
I'm out of here the power's in my hands
I won't let it pull me back in
I won't let it pull me back in