"ily anyway" lyrics

They say if you make your bed
You should lay in it
So I've been taking my time cause I want to quit

If I told you what I went and did
It's at the tip of my tongue
But I want to spit

I can't make sense what I'm trying to say
Please give me a minute just to bow it a certain way

I'm not okay

I'm scared if I showed You my heart
Then You'd just push me away
Or either tear me apart
I deserve it every day
But as I get a bit closer
I feel a hand touch my shoulder
And voice that says
I love you I love you anyway

If I put the soap in my hands will I wash it clean
Or will the dirt be in the nails of my pride and bleed
On the floor of the pews where I take a seat
So maybe cover it up with a rug and see

Wait no I'm done with hiding away
I don't really get it but I'll trust you
Either way

I'm not okay

I'm scared if I showed You my heart
Then You'd just push me away
Or either tear me apart
I deserve it every day
But as I get a bit closer
I feel a hand touch my shoulder
And voice that says
I love you I love you anyway

Jesus
I lift up my hands cause You're the reason

You see us
Under Your blood we can dance in freedom

I'm scared but I give You my heart
You didn't just push me away
Or either tear me apart
I deserve it every day
But as I get a bit closer
I feel a hand touch my shoulder
And voice that says
I love you I love you anyway