"Greatest Enemy" lyrics

I've been going back to that place again
Makes me feel good again
Finger on the trigger
Of a gun with a broken pin

This is my greatest love
Sorry I messed it up
Please give me a reason
Why I shouldn't just be giving up

I don't want to feel this come down
Down
I don't want to feel this come down
Down

Feeling like I can be
Anything I wanna be
But I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
I know how you want me
Nothing's going to stop me
And I know I've always been my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know I'll always be my greatest enemy

This might be my last trip
My life's an asterisk
I'm trying to break out of this feeling
Like I'm in a casket
I can't get past it
All of this madness
I want to set my past on fire
I'll strike a match and

I don't want to feel this come down
Down
I don't want to feel this come down
Down

Feeling like I can be
Anything I wanna be
But I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
I know how you want me
Nothing's going to stop me
And I know I've always been my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I found a way out of all these dark lies
Trying hard to get to a better place
My demons took me from all those good times

Feeling like I can be
Anything I wanna be
But I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
I know how you want me
Nothing's going to stop me
And I know I've always been my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know I'll always be my greatest enemy
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I know I'll always be my greatest enemy