"Before & After You" lyrics

There's a spring that I will be without you
There's a winter that I'll bare alone
There's a fall that I'll never recover
And a nightmare you don't get back up
There are nights I dream that I'm a kid again
Where I listened and you apologized
And we stayed up
And I got to learn the song you love

But I'm just a liar
And that never happened
It's all my fault and it's too late now
I can't remember
All of the good stuff
There's a before
And there's an after you

There's a world in which it never ended
A second chance where I grow old with you
We're sharing headphones you laughed out loud at my joke
It's all I wanted with an impossible view

But you were a liar
And that never happened
It's all my fault and it's too late, you think
That you make me weaker
But I am a danger
Lock all your doors and know my name

And I won't be sorry
For burning your whole town
And leaving the lights on
For you in the background

You don't get to have it
If I do not either
There's a before and there's an after you
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