"Sober" lyrics

On God, I'm done
Head spins in the backseat, throwing up
It's fucked, not fun
Going out, but you're never showing up

Every day's getting worse and I just wanna die
Got your taste in my mouth every time I get high
Can't accept that we're done so I don't say goodbye

'Cause it's over for me
I wake up and I'm still stuck
Haven't been sober for weeks
'Cause I can't stop thinking 'bout us
It's always the same, just a different distraction
And I can't take this hell
It's already over
I just gotta get sober to leave

I get so far
Then I end up back in your car
And stay one more night
But it hurts more every time

Every day's getting worse and I just wanna cry
Got your tongue in my mouth to forget all your lies
Can't accept that we're done so I don't say goodbye yet

'Cause it's over for me
I wake up and I'm still stuck
Haven't been sober for weeks
'Cause I can't stop thinking 'bout us
It's always the same, just a different distraction
And I can't take this hell
It's already over
I just gotta get sober to leave