"it's okay to you're trashy" lyrics

[Romanized:]

Kon'nani suki nanoni
Kidzuite kurenai
Betsuni kuzu demo ī
Asoba retatte īkara
Tsurakunai
Honto wa sugoku yowai
Zutto sobani ite hoshī
Kon'ya dakede īkara

Mukuna kōi
Riyōshitewa sasoikonde
Watashi igai ni mo
Kawari ga arundesho
Kyū sugiru otomari mo
Sokutō de zenzen ī yo
Akogareta otona ni mō
Nareyashinai ne

Kedo kon'na genjitsu de sae
Kyori ga chikai shiawase
Muriyari kōtei shite
Mijime ni ochiru dake

Sukidayo tte iwarete mo
Sabishisa umaranai no
Nande dōshite wakaranai yo
Deai taku na katta yo

Kon'nani suki nanoni
Kidzuite kurenai
Betsuni kuzu demo ī
Asoba retatte īkara
Tsurakunai
Honto wa sugoku yowai
Zutto sobani ite hoshī
Kon'ya dakede īkara

[Japanese:]

こんなに好きなのに
気付いてくれない
別にクズでもいい
あそばれたっていいから
「つらくない」
ほんとはすごく弱い
ずっと傍に居て欲しい
今夜だけでいいから

無垢な好意
利用しては誘い込んで
私以外にも
代わりがあるんでしょ？
急すぎるお泊りも
即答で「ぜんぜんいいよ」
憧れた大人にもう
なれやしないね

けどこんな現実でさえ
距離が近い幸せ
無理矢理肯定して
惨めに堕ちるだけ

「好きだよ」って言われても
寂しさ埋まらないの
なんで？どうして？分からないよ
出会いたくなかったよ

こんなに好きなのに
気付いてくれない
別にクズでもいい
あそばれたっていいから
「つらくない」
ほんとはすごく弱い
ずっと傍に居て欲しい
今夜だけでいいから

[English translation:]

Tho I love you so much
You won't even notice
I don't care if you're a piece of trash
Doesn't matter if I'm being played with
"It doesn't hurt"
In fact, I'm really weak
Want you to stay with me all along
Just for tonight...

Innocent affection
You took advantage of it and lured me
Other than me
You still have alternatives, right?
Even for a sleepover all of a sudden
"No problem at all." I instantly replied
I can never be the adult I long for anymore

But even in such reality
There's happiness from how close we are
Forced myself to accept it
Nothing but miserably falling

Even if you say "I love you"
It doesn't fill the loneliness
Why? How? I don't get it
Wish I'd never met you

Tho I love you so much
You won't even notice
I don't care if you're a piece of trash
Doesn't matter if I'm being played with
"It doesn't hurt"
In fact, I'm really weak
Want you to stay with me all along
Just for tonight...